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My life..

"I want to learn you.
I want to learn with you.
I want to learn from you"

(via sunflower-mama)


if you’re feeling down i can feel you up




My thighs are huge cause they’re full of secrets.

Wrap them around my ears and let me hear them all.

Smooth as fuck.



If you put a bee in the freezer, it will get cold and fall asleep. After it’s asleep, put it in your mouth, but don’t eat it. Just let it sit there. It will get warm and wake up. Now you have a bee in your mouth.

Why the fuck would I do that


Found this the other day while camping. It’s like nature painted on a leaf.

It’s been a year.
Man how things have changed.
I remember where I was coming from when I got that call.
I remember going to my room with food and I was about to eat.
Then I got the call.
I didn’t feel like eating.
Rushing to pack stuff to head to my friends house at the time.
Calling my mom saying I was heading back to riverside on low gas.
I didn’t care.
I needed to be with them.
How we sat all night thinking, crying, trying to figure out how, when, and why.
We all needed each other that night.
That’s when we all came together again.
So many tears were shed that night.
So many memories laying out on the open table.
We all got so close again.
No one could do it when it came to your funeral.
I couldn’t walk in once I saw you laying there.
Holding the hand of my bestfriend at the time.
Saying that we can do this.
All standing by each other.
Watching all your family members and friends walk in.
We all stood to the side.
All your comrades together in one room.
Everyone wondering the same thought of how we could have prevented this from happening.
But we couldn’t.
We all were blaming ourselves while we watched you lay there.
Tears rushing down everyone’s faces.
Thinking this isn’t how the funeral is supposed to be.
Then it was time for your cat sleep.
Your brother spoke of you.
Words so kind to a humans ear.
As they put you down slowly.
Tears slowly coming to an end.
We all gathered at Ralph’s house in honor of you, Oscar.
We all wish you were still here.
Not a day that goes by we all don’t think of you.
All the memories you left us.
Gone, but never forgotten.
I hope you’re resting in peace.

Sept 11. 1989 - Oct 15. 2013


do you ever get attached to like one line or phrase from a song and it holds so much meaning to you but no one else understands how powerful those few words are to you

  • 1. Any scars?
  • 2. Self harmed?
  • 3. Crush?
  • 4. Kissed anyone?
  • 5. Coke or Pepsi?
  • 6. Someone you hate?
  • 7. Best Friends?
  • 8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?
  • 9. What's your dream job?
  • 10. Ever been in love?
  • 11. Last time you cried?
  • 12. Favorite color?
  • 13. Height?
  • 14. Birthday?
  • 15. Eye color?
  • 16. Hair color?
  • 17. What do you love?
  • 18. Obsession?
  • 19. If you had one wish, what would it be?
  • 20. Do you love someone?
  • 21. Kiss or hug?
  • 22. Nicknames people call you?
  • 23. Favorite song?
  • 24. Favorite band?
  • 25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you?
  • 26. Best thing that has ever happened to you?
  • 27. Something you would change about yourself?
  • 28. Ever dated someone?
  • 29. Worst mistake?
  • 30. Watch the movie or read the book?
  • 31. Ever had a heartbreak?
  • 32. Favorite show?
  • 33. Best day of your life?
  • 34. Any talents?
  • 35. Do you wish you could ever start over?
  • 36. Any bad habits?
  • 37. Ever had a near death experience?
  • 38. Someone I can tell anything to?
  • 39. Ever lost a loved one?
  • 40. Do you believe in love?
  • 41. Someone you hate/Dislike?
  • 42. Are you okay?
  • 43. Relationship status?



people have no chill relax ill get to you eventually. 



This is literally so fucking important


"Sometimes, life makes you grow up early. And some people never grow up at all."

Matthew ThomasWe Are Not Ourselves (via hellyeahitsrandom)


I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.
But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.

I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.

I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war waging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.

I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.

I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.

I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.


(via kbfoto)

Just trying to find my way with her.

Angelina Maree Oakes.

She's nothing like I've seen before.

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